hearts are like glass so easily broken

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:39:39 GMT

welp havent been here in forever n gosh how have things changed my life is alot better most of the time n josh is really outta of it its been 5 months i still hold on to the good times me n bryan r together i really love him but things work against us thats my only doubt im getting homeschooled thank goodness no more drama bull shit but ne ways i got a kitty i love her i named her josaphine but i just call her josie well im gone

Joshie

Mon, 09 May 2005 00:48:31 GMT

~* in loving memory of *~
Joshua Dean Lewis
Forever sweet sixteen
~* dec,13 1988 - apr,9 2005 *~

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 23:58:30 GMT

man school is back in session and i hate it some much drama i just like chillin and getting along with everyone the world is so diverse but im getting home schooled next year YAY!!! i used to like school when me n josh was together but know i aint got nothing to go for but a education and i know how to read,add,and write so i think thats all i need i broke up with bryan today i think he cared for me alot but i just coulding see him as more than a friend i wonder if people read this shit i write i think its intresting to read about people cause everyone is so different its kool ... im really hoping to find a good guy thats attractive to me so if u read this n like me contact me somehow im jus kidding but i am lookin for a good guy all the hot ones r taking r players soo that sux well i guess ill go ill to write tommorrow

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 22:01:05 GMT

today is great im just chillin with amanda were looking for sumwere to go and some one to do just kidding well me n josh r over for goooooooooood hopefully well well well i went to kaylas b-day party it was kool

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 21:55:37 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Gena
Birthday:	january 12
Current Location:	sevierville
Eye Color:	blueish green
Hair Color:	dark brown
Height:	5'4
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	i have no clue english i rekon
The Shoes You Wore Today:	new blanace
Your Weakness:	god
Your Fears:	water
Your Perfect Pizza:	none
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	GETING A HOT BOYFRIEND
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	cha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	i need a cigg
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:	josh
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Macdonalds ... double cheesebuger
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffe
Do you Smoke:	yes
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	most of tha time
Have you Been in Love:	yea
Do you want to go to College:	yea
Do you want to get Married:	yea
Do you belive in yourself:	most of the time
Do you get Motion Sickness:	fuck yea
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	yea
Do you like Thunderstorms:	in tha day i get scared at night
Do you play an Instrument:	i did
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	yea
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	maybe
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yea
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yea
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yea
Ever been called a Tease:	yea
Ever been Beaten up:	yea
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	peacefully
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	ssomeone who has molah
What country would you most like to Visit:	kenya
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	blonde or brown
Short or Long Hair:	eyebrown length
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	average
Best Clothing Style:	punkish
Number of Drugs I have taken:	quite a few
Number of CDs I own:	like 200
Number of Piercings:	1
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	millions
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Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:39:21 GMT

today has been a sad sad day its raining and my bst friends dog got ran over shes taking really hard ive never seen her cry it hurts me to see her like she is ... but ne hows me an josh are back together i think its ment to be most people say were not but i kno wut i feel i just needed some time to see who i was indepndly and i found out i need josh in my life he seems to be a lil different but its guuna time time is the best healer my mom says and i think it is cause in time everything well get better ... mondaqy is valentines day sad for thoes who dont have a lover but i do an i gotta get em summin i mean wut do u get a guy i guess a mushy card n lovins well im gunna go

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 14:24:45 GMT

well i havent updated n forever ... yesterday was my b-day and i spent it with amanda shes awsome we jus started hangin out a month ago well me n josh broke up far a while n i went out with this dumb ass guy named jesse shipley he was a retard but guess what me n josh are back together YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 21:44:29 GMT

its been forever n gosh what all that has went on i broke up with josh n everyone is giving me a really hard time but i think i did the write thing n i guess thats the only thing that matters we r still friends ... skool is going good i like it my grades are ok im kinda struggling n a few things but ill make it my dad is gettin a new job were gonna be welthy now wooohooo but money dont buy happiness but it helps hehe i dont really like ne one i think a few people are hott be im not ready for a new relationship im just gunna stay single and have fun for a while ive been sick lately ive got alot of head colds mom says it is from smoking soo im trying to quite me n her has been fighting sum lately we grow out of that but we are again ... my brothers r doing good well im gonna go

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 21:25:15 GMT

Your Power Color Is Orange

You live in the fast lane. You love action, risk, and competition.
You're spontaneous, enthusiastic, and persuasive.
But you're also easily bored - and love to rebel against structures.
You resent rules ... as well as people's attempts to control you!

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Fri, 08 Oct 2004 20:04:43 GMT

well i havent updated n a really long time but i am glad to say that things have been going good well most things me n josh r still together ... i kno its crazy but ne wyas skoool is going great im passing too woohooo well josh has hurt me a few times but im gunna let it go i just hope it doesnt happen again my frined britt who is awsome finally found her a good guy so im happy about that but i must go i love you guys

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 19:26:17 GMT

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Sat, 28 Aug 2004 19:03:30 GMT

well well well sorry i havent updated n a while well this week has been ok could have been a whole hell of a lot better me n josh r good i guess ilove him so much but he doesnt seem to see that or nor does he see he is killing my soul he doesnt seem to care he pissed me of to cause he went to a party like 2 min down my road n i could have went n seen him but he didnt even bother to call me. i ent to tha football gmae last night we won so far as i kno i almost got n a fight w/ sum bitch jenny for sayin all kinds of shit but it didnt happen cause she is a pussy but ne ways yea ... skool is going alright i dont mid it i just dont like getting up so early o yea it was quite funny we went on a hike for biology n my friend jeesica got stuck to a bush hehe well im gunna go

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 00:44:31 GMT

Well tody was an awsome day i went shopping n got all kinds of nifty stuff.I always luv to go shopping.also one of the greastest things happend me n josh got back together u kno u never kno how much u love sum on till they r gone.I hope it last this time.N he says i better not mess up so im on my best behavior lol well.My friend karah us moving back to texas wich sux ass ause we got really close so that kind of rains on the day but she thinks it might be for the better because she says almost everyone has changer here wich i do agree on but who knows.But if it makes her happy thats all that matters.well i havent been to bed im so tired im going to go lay sown

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 08:13:03 GMT

Guys Like That You're Fun

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i guess im fun hehe

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 07:56:49 GMT

The Dr. Seuss Purity Survey

Have you done it on a boat? umm no sea sickness

Have you done it with a goat? u sick people

Have you done it in a bed? y of course

Have you done it with the dead? wuts the world coming to these days

Have you done it in the ass? ewwwwwww

Have you done it, high on grass? no

Have you done it in the car? no but i want to

Have you simply gone too far? is this ne of ur buisness

Have you done it on the beach? i sure do want to

Have you done it with the teach? no

Have you done it on your back? ill have to try that one

Have you done it strapped to a rack? can u say kinky

Have you done it in a box? that would be a tight fit

Have you done it with a fox? again wit sick questions

Have you done it in a tree? no i would prolly fall out

Have you done it with more than three? nope n dont intend on it

Have you done it in the rain? hmmmm

Have you done it for the pain? nope aint that kinky

Have you done it 'tween the tits? i dno wanna try

Have you done it wearing mitts? wuts the point of that

Have you done it packed in rubber? ive did it with a rubber

Have you done it undercover? of course

Have you done it on a perch? ?

Have you done it in a church? i respect jesus

Have you done it with a virgin? yep enough said

Have you done it with a surgeon? no

Have you done it with ropes and chains? KINKY

Have you done it while insane? no but ive did sumone insane

Have you done it on the stage? no maybe ill be on a porn one day

Have you done it underage? i am underage

Have you done it with all your friends? most of em

Have you done it in both ends? mouth n twat

Have you done it with your dog? ewwwww

Have you done it on a log? i would fall of

Have you done it under clamps? ?

Have you done it with the lamps? ?

Have you done it for all to see? well a few people

Have you ever had VD? nope

Have you done it on Mother's couch? no but that woould be quite sneaky

Have you done it in your mouth? of course

Have you done it while on tape?

Have you done it out of shape? im out of shape so yea

Have you done it on live TV? hell no

Have you done it whilst you pee? ewww

Have you done it in the gym? that would be kool

Have you done it on a whim? ?

Have you done it on a dare? nope

Do you really think we care? nope

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Sun, 15 Aug 2004 06:25:43 GMT

I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
well everybody else has one of these lil fetis things so i decided to adopt me a lil giraffe one hes so cute aint he

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 05:34:33 GMT

well today was ok i guess .i broke it off with josh the other day i kinda regret doing that. n i like sum one else but i dont kno if the feel the same way, but who knos well skool starts wed. its really hard to believe how fast the summer went by. its crazy well im goin to try to go to sleep